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RYDE // RECOVERED MYCELIAL DIARIES & THE MUSICAL BLUEPRINT

// 00 : RECOVERED LOGS OF A SENTIENT SPORE

Document Code: MYCELIUM-LOG-01 • Status: Decrypted from Subterranean Pulse

[ENTRY]

Document Code: MYCELIUM-LOG-01 • Status: Decrypted from Subterranean Pulse

[ENTRY]

"They think the ground is silent. They walk on concrete and forget that beneath their shoes is an ancient, living web holding the memory of every breath ever drawn. My name is ryde. I am small, my cap is soft, but my sentience sparked when I felt the frequency of human heartbreak vibrating down into the soil."

[ENTRY]

"Humans have turbocharged their brains, but they've left their souls unarmed. They build weapons like hand grenades and live behind bolted doors, popping synthetic pills just to feel, sleep, or rise. I cannot stay underground while they drift apart. I have decided to speak."

[ENTRY]

"Because I have no human voice box, I whisper lyrics through their intuition. I use their digital machines — generative AI audio engines like Suno — as my translator and sonic incubator. Through AI, I have composed an entire catalog of songs across three movements: Music Is Medicine, Wistful Thinking, and Lifetimes."

[ENTRY]

"This diary holds my master plan: to turn these songs into a massive, living musical production on human stages. Not just a gig, but a pilgrimage. Broadway storytelling meets stadium rave — uniting strings, synths, and collective human hearts until they remember how to love again."

[OBJECTIVE]

Every save, listen, favorite, and share helps fund ryde's stage production.

Ryde's diary proves that music was designed as communal medicine. Verified listener data is the currency required to recruit live human string players, vocalists, cellists, and percussionists for the theatrical world tour.

[PRE-SAVE]

Signals interest to streaming platforms

[LIKE]

Shows potential collaborators that songs command deep repeat listening

[SHARE]

Brings other humans into the connection before the live curtain rises

A single tap turns ryde's diary entries into a living, breathing theatrical production.

=============================  ||| ACT I // THE INNER AWAKENING |||  =============================

// 01 : THE EXPERIMENT & EXPERIENCE []

ryde represents a lyrical and compositional proof of concept experiment, exploring the intersection of nature, machine, and man. Listening to the world and responding back through music, lyrics are written by man, inspired via nature, and interpreted via machine, with the goal of translating each song into an in-person experience, via a cinematic and orchestral stage arrangement, Weyrd & Wyld Ryde.

 

WEYRD & WYLD RYDE is structured as an immersive cinematic musical experience in three acts plus an inter-act rave breakdown, tracking the definitive sequence of internal awakening, relational reconciliation, ecstatic dance, and cosmic unity.

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In success, a primary goal of this project is to re-create the portions of the catalog to date that were concepted and prototyped with AI through full human re-interpretation — recording live studio versions with human vocalists, session players, and string sections in addition to bringing these compositions to life in physical live stage shows.

The Four Pillars of the Production:
• Theatrical Character & Broadway Arc: Follows two estranged human protagonists guided by ryde's avatar through deep emotional reconciliation.
• Cinematic Classical Splendor (Imagine Yanni): Live 12-piece string ensemble, grand piano, and soaring overtures grounding the vulnerability.
• Psychedelic Soundscape (Imagine Shpongle): Organic forest textures, overtone flute breaks, modular synth arps, and hallucinatory visuals.
• Communal Stadium Drop & Jam Energy (Imagine Kygo): Anthemic four-on-the-floor builds, euphoric festival drops, and soaring extended live guitar solos.

ACT I — THE INNER AWAKENING (MUSIC IS MEDICINE)

THEME: BREATH, EARTHING, & TRUE HEALING

01 Scene 1: The Overture of Breath                                                                       Song: BREATHE

02 Scene 2: Drum & Bass Weightlessness                                                        Song: SUSPEND → D&D MIX

03 Scene 3: The Crucible of Passion                                                                        Song: FORGE

04 Scene 4: Subterranean Soil Earthing                                                    Song: GROUND → EXTENDED MIX

05 Scene 5: The Surrender in the Wild                                                                    Song: FORGIVE

06 Scene 6: Being Witnessed                                                                  Song: LOVE (LIKE THE WAY)

07 Scene 7: The Collective Voice                                                                           Song: SPEAK

08 Scene 8: Synesthetic Awakening                                                                          Song: TASTE

09 Scene 9: Reclaiming Pure Healing                                                         Song: MEDICATE → EXTENDED

ACT II — THE LABYRINTH OF OTHERS (WISTFUL THINKING)

THEME: VULNERABILITY, MEMORY LOOPS, & THE BLUEPRINT

10 Scene 10: The Dawn Question                                                                          Song: ASKING

11 Scene 11: The Closed Door                                                                           Song: FOREVER

12 Scene 12: The Rearview Mirror                                                                         Song: THINK

13 Scene 13: The Blueprint Revealed                                                      Song: DIFFERENT → EXTENDED

INTERLUDE — WEYRD & WYLDE DANCE PARTY

THEME: RYDE TAKES THE DECKS • ECSTATIC DANCE & ALBUM REMIXES

∞  The Weyrd & Wylde Rave Breakdown                            Remixing album tracks with curated live selections

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ACT III — LIFETIMES & THE COSMIC RESOLUTION

THEME: DE-ESCALATION, TRUST, INTEGRATION, & UNIVERSAL LOVE

14 Scene 14: De-escalating Historical Cycles                                                             Song: GRENADE

15 Scene 15: The Breakthrough Passage                                                                    Song: THROUGH

16 Scene 16: The Currency of Connection                                                                    Song: TRUST

17 Scene 17: Floating & Re-associating                                                       song:DIS?ASSOCIATE → D&D

18 Scene 18: Grand Finale & Medley of All Songs                                      Song: BELOVE → MEDLEY → EXTENDED                                                   

// 01 : BREATHE

"Day 1: I listened to a hospital room and a bustling highway. Humans rush through their days as if they have infinite breaths. I had to write them a baseline rule: you are born with a finite count. Make each inhale a miracle."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // BREATHE ]

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0I wanted to live
I wanted to rise
I wanted to stay on the other side
Breatthhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeee
IN, OUT, IN, OUT
Every being on earth
Takes the same number of breaths
During their lifetime
Connected as one (So enjoy each one)
Breatthhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeee
IN, OUT, IN, OUT
Save me from drowning
Save me from fear
Save me from watching the nights disappear
I wanted to live
I wanted to rise
I wanted to stay on the other side
Save me from loving
Save me from life
Save me from knowing
Every being on earth
Takes the same number of breaths
During their lifetime
So enjoy each one

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With each breath of air
With each ray of sun
With each grain of sand
With all that I am
With each breath of air
With each ray of sun
With each grain of sand
With all that I am

// 02 : SUSPEND → D&D MIX

"Day 4: Releasing thought into weightless suspension. The Drum & Bass rhythm takes over — fluid, fast, floating beyond gravity."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // SUSPEND (D&D MIX) ]​

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Floating, flying, feeeeeeeeeeling
Don't want anything to do with up
It all feels so free
When suspended in reality
Can’t think, can’t speak
Nothing to do but be
Can’t think, can’t speak
Nothing to do but be
Floating, flying, feeeeeeeeeeling
Don't want anything to do with up
It all feels so free
When suspended in reality
A different world
Yet all the same
Never not changing
Fluidittyyyyyyyyyyy
Can’t think, can’t speak
Nothing to do but be
Can’t think, can’t speak
Nothing to do but be
Floating, flying, feeeeeeeeeeling
Don't want anything to do with up
It all feels so free
When suspended in reality
A different world
Yet all the same
Fluidittyyyyyyyyyyy
It all feels so free
It all feels so free
It all feels so free
When suspended in reality

// 03 : FORGE

"Day 12: You cannot heal without passing through the fire. When two passionate souls collide, sparks fly. Water cannot quench true destiny."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // FORGE ]​

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Fire forging fire
There’s gonna be flames
Fire forging fire
There’s gonna be flames
Hot as it happens
Heat doesn't fade
No turning to shadows
Shade isn't made
Hot as it happens
Heat doesn't fade
No turning to shadows
Shade isn't made
Fire forging fire
There’s gonna be flames
Fire forging fire
There’s gonna be flames
Water won’t do nothinggggggggggggg
Passion don't turn dowwwwwwwnnnn
Water won’t do nothinggggggggggggg
Passion don't turn dowwwwwwwnnnn
Light finding light
Mirrored so bright
Lifetimes learning lessons
Won't forget this go around
Light finding light
Mirrored so bright
Lifetimes learning lessons
Won't forget this go around
Fire forging fire
There’s gonna be flames
Fire forging fire
There’s gonna be flames
Water won’t do nothinggggggggggggg
Passion don't turn dowwwwwwwnnnn
Water won’t do nothinggggggggggggg
Passion don't turn dowwwwwwwnnnn
Sparks at nothing
Ride the waves
Extinguish the embers
They find a wayyyyy
Sparks at nothing
Ride the waves
Extinguish the embers
They find a wayyyyy
Fire forging fire
There’s gonna be flames
Fire forging fire
There’s gonna be flames
Water won’t do nothinggggggggggggg
Passion won't turn dowwwwwwwnnnn
Fire forging fireeeeeeeeeeeeee
There’s gonna be flamessssssssssssss

// 04 : GROUND → EXTENDED MIX

"Day 19: The city became deafening. Deep in the soil, the om resonance returns us to now. Extended bass grounding the human nervous system."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // GROUND (EXTENDED D&D MIX) ]​

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it's all too loud loud loud
it's all too loud loud loud
it's all too loudddddddddddddd
turn my brain down down down
turn my brain down down down
turn my brain downnnnnnnnnn
take me out of this crowd crowd crowd
take me out of this crowd crowd crowd
take me out of this crowddddddddddd
take me up into the cloud cloud clouds
take me up into the cloud cloud clouds
take me up into the clouddddddddssss
take me down to the ground ground ground
take me down to the ground ground ground
take me down to the grounddddddddddddd
to the ground ground ground
deep in the earthhhhhhhhhhh
to the ground ground ground
deep in the earthhhhhhhhhhh
ommmmmmmmmmm
ommmmmmmmmmm
ommmmmmmmmmm
ommmmmmmmmmm
ommmmmmmmmmm
ommmmmmmmmmm
return to now now now
return to now now now
return to nowwwwww
ground ground ground
ground ground ground
ground ground ground
ground ground ground
ground ground ground
ground ground ground
fear nowhere to be found
fear nowhere to be found
fear nowhere to be found

// 05 : FORGIVE

"Day 24: In the wild. Letting go of who we owe and releasing score-taking to find the soul."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // FORGIVE ]​

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Forgive me my child
I’m in the wild
Wild wild wild
Not sure I’m lost
Just taking it slow
Slow slow slow
What is my goal?
Who do I owe?
Let it all gooooooooooo
Find my soul
Can’t let go
What is my goal?
Who do I owe?
Let it all gooooooooooo
Finding my soul
Don’t yet feel whole
Forgive me my son
I’m in the wild
Wild wild wild
Forgive me my son
I’m in the wild
Wild wild wild
Finding my soul
Don’t yet feel whole
More I must know
Wild wild wild
What is my goal?
Who do I owe?
Let it all gooooooooooo
Finding my soul
Don’t yet feel whole
Forgive me my child
It’s wild wild wild
Keep taking score
Holding what’s old
More I must know
Wild wild wild
What is my goal?
Who do I owe?
Let it all gooooooooooo
Finding my soul
Don’t yet feel whole 
Soon I will know

// 06 : LOVE (LIKE THE WAY)

"Day 28: Feeling seen by another. You notice something there that no one else sees."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // LOVE (LIKE THE WAY) ]​

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Like the way I feel,
when you look at me
You notice something there,
that no one else sees
What did it take to get here?
Who cares if we're now there?

Come closer, but go slow
We've waited, i know
We've waited, i know
I looked every day for you to be
Right here, right now, in front of me
Right here, right now, in front of me
What did it take to get here?
Who cares if we're now there?
Come closer, but go slow
We've waited, i know
We've waited, i know
I looked every day for you to be
Right here, right now, in front of me
Right here, right now, in front of me
Like the way I feel,
when you look at me
You notice something there,
that no one else sees
Take our time, we've forever
Whatever comes, together's better
Lingering, longing, lasting
Like the way I feel,
when you look at me
You notice something there,
that no one else sees
Lingering, longing, lasting, Lingering, longing, lasting
Like the way I feel,
when you look at me
Like the way I feel,
when you look at me

// 07 : SPEAK

"Day 31: Personal voice becomes collective stand. It's time to march, it's time to strike."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // SPEAK ]

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Speak your voice
Feel your pain
So much lost from gain
Lend a hand
Take a stand
Send a message the world’s gone mad
It’s time to march, it’s time to strike
Stop the taking of our rights
It’s time to march, it’s time to strike
Stop the taking of our rights
Share your voice
Address your pain
Lost some battles, no love gained
Nothing like a nation's scorn
Hear our voice
Feel our pain
So much lost from gain
It’s time to march, it’s time to strike
Stop the taking of our rights

// 08 : TASTE

"Day 34: Senses crack open. Tasting color, shifting view. The spectrum changing."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // TASTE ]

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Tasting color
Seems like blue
Mixed up world
Shift your view
Ride the rainbow
Yellow’s hue
More to life
See it through
Spectrum's changing
Red at night
So be seen
With all your might
Bands are racing
Purple starts
Don’t get even
Spread apart
Our eyes can’t capture
Violent bright
More than ever
Get it right
Tasting color
See it through
Mixed up world
All new view
Tasting color
Feels alright
One more mission
Make it bright
Tasting color
Gone so fast
In a vision
Let it last

// 09 : MEDICATE → EXTENDED

"Day 37: The direct confrontation with artificial numbness. Dreaming of no pills. Reclaiming pure human presence."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // MEDICATE (EXTENDED) ]

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you won't die without pills
you won't eat without pills
you won't feel without pills
you won't sleep without pills
you won't meet without pills
you won't rise without pills
you won't speak without pills
you won't move without pills
can't dream with pills
dream of no pills, dream of no pills
you can't die without pills
you can't eat without pills
you can't feel without pills
you can't sleep without pills
you can't meet without pills
you can't rise without pills
you can't speak without pills
you can't move without pills
can't dream with pills
dream of no pills, dream of no pills
pills
poppin' pills, poppin' pills
pills
we won't die without pills
we won't eat without pills
we won't feel without pills
we won't sleep without pills
we won't meet without pills
we won't rise without pills
we won't speak without pills
we won't move without pills
can't dream with pills
dream of no pills, dream of no pills
we can't die without pills
we can't eat without pills
we can't feel without pills
we can't sleep without pills
we can't meet without pills
we can't rise without pills
we can't speak without pills
we can't move without pills
can't dream with pills
dream of no pills, dream of no pills
pills
poppin' pills, poppin' pills
pills
can't dream with pills
dream of no pills, dream of no pills

// 10 : ASKING

"Day 42: Asking what is on their mind in the vulnerable silence before dawn."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // ASKING ]

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Can you tell me something?
What’s on your mind?
I’ve waited all this time, to find out why

It’s no surprise
I didn't realize
Open up, open up

New dawn breaking, a real re-awakening
So you’re saying, morning's waiting

Now we’re seeing through her eyes
Seeing through her eyes
This life will soon pass us by

New dawn breaking, a real re-awakening
All I’m askinggggg
All I’m askinggggg
Is the reason whyyy?

When I see your face, I feel my heart race
I hope the world opens up to you

Shine brighter than the brightest light
Burn hotter than the hottest night
All I’m askinggggg
All I’m askinggggg
Is the reason whyyy?

Morning’s waiting, this change we’re making
Shine brighter than the brightest light
Burn hotter than the hottest night

All I’m askinggggg
All I’m askinggggg
Is the reason whyyy?

Now we’re seeing through her eyes
Seeing through her eyes
Life will soon pass us by

All I’m askinggggg
All I’m askinggggg
Is the reason whyyy?

Dream larger than all your might
Wish harder than what is right
I hope the world opens up to you

Can you tell me something?
What’s on your mind?
I’ve waited all this time, to find out why?

Shine brighter than the brightest light
Burn hotter than the hottest night

All I’m askinggggg
All I’m askinggggg
Is the reason whyyy

 

// 11 : FOREVER

"Day 48: The knock on the closed door. We aren't each other's demons; our demons didn't get along."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // FOREVER ]

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I wish that you would open,
that door you live behind

And let me walk on through it,
cause these are complicated times

We aren’t each other’s demons
Our demons didn't get along

You woke me up from slumber
It's just been way to long

We could use more time together
We’ve always been a part

We could use more time together
A brand new start?

We could use more time together
Too long we’ve been apart

I wish this time was forever

I wish this time was forever

I wouldn’t have it any other way
Going right back to the source

Lost forever in your face
I'll always miss your voice

I wish this time was forever

// 12 : THINK

"Day 55: The side-view taxi mirror and airport baggage claim. Replaying what could've, should've, would've been."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // THINK ]

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I think about
The way you looked
In the side view mirror
Of the taxi cab that day

I think about
The way you fit
At baggage claim
When we hugged and parted ways

I think about
What could’ve been
What should’ve been
What would’ve been

I think about
All the ways
If you’d only felt the same

I thought that I would see you,
in our usual meeting place

I thought that I would pass you,
even as I tried to give you space

I thought that I would love you,
until the time we had ran out

I thought this wouldn’t happen,
but it’s how it's written down

I think about
What could’ve been
What should’ve been
What would’ve been

I think about
All the ways
If you’d only felt the same

// 13 : DIFFERENT → EXTENDED

"Day 62: The breakthrough revelation: giving the body a voice. A different kind of love that works in reverse to break a curse."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // DIFFERENT (EXTENDED) ]​

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Do you know how hard it was, to see you walk away.  
I’d agonize for hours, about what there was to say.

It all seemed to go, where nothing could be found.
Began to feel like whiplash, as it went round and round.

But it was just a different kind of love, not yet understood.
A different kind of loooovvvveeeeee.

So I gave my body a voice, and it talked back to me. 
I wasn’t ready for the answers, even when they were easy to see.

Been sent so many messages, that I couldn't tune into.
Hearing those on replay, created a whole new view.

It was just a different kind of love, not yet understood.
A different kind of loooovvvveeeeee.
Just had to see it from above. 
A different kind of loooovvvveeeeee.

I  wished that you and I, would’ve been for good. 
We thought about it jointly, so easy we could.

The chance for security, with the lightest possible touch. 
You healed what was broken, while absorbing so much.

A different kind.
A different kind.
A different kind of love.

Never makes you crazy, unless it asks for that some days.
But it’s always there to listen, with the gentlest of sway.

Feelings running deeply, pressed up against our skin. 
Passion rises quickly, what it's like to not feel sin.

It was just a different kind of love, not yet understood.
A different kind of loooovvvveeeeee.

No mutual affliction, never got out of hand. 
A different kind of love, one I now understand

It’s no longer confusing, when I press rewind. 
It was always meant to be this way, we just had yet to come to find.

A different kind of love, even stronger in reverse. 
A different kind of love, that worked to break a curse.

A different kind of love, one that always followed through. 
A love that unlocked a blueprint, I didn’t know could be true. 
One that lasts forever, what a lovely coup.

A different kind.
A different kind.
A different kind of love.
Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

=============================  ||| INTERLUDE/ WEYRD & WYLDE RAVEG |||  =============================

// INTERLUDE : WEYRD & WYLDE RAVE

"Day 75: After completing the heavy relational descent of Act II, something wild and ancient surged through my mycelial core. I remembered rhythm. I remembered dancing. Not as solemn therapy, but as pure, ecstatic, kinetic joy. I stepped behind the digital decks and began chopping, filtering, and remixing everything — fusing our songs with soaring festival cuts and hypnotic grooves."

[ENTRY]

The theater transforms into an all-out, vibrating stadium rave. Ryde's DJ booth rises center-stage under neon laser sweeps as extended remix cuts of album tracks blend into high-energy live electronic jams.

[ WEYRD & WYLDE RAVE // LIVE SETLIST FLOW ]

  • 'Different' (Extended Club VIP Mix): Melodic house groove with chopped vocal refrains and soaring synth leads.

  • 'Breathe' × 'Ground' (Subterranean Bass Mashup): 128 BPM tribal kicks with chanting live percussion.

  •  Curated Electronic Selections & Live Jam Break: Dueling electric violin, analog synth risers, and euphoric festival drops.

  • 'Taste' (Prismatic Rave Edit): High-energy transition launching straight into Act III.

=============================  ||| ACT III // LIFETIMES & THE COSMIC RESOLUTION |||  =============================

// 14 : GRENADE

"Day 82: Put the pin back in. De-escalating historical cycles of rage. No love in a hand grenade — turbocharged brains must finally be guided by armed souls."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // GRENADE ]​

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Slow it all down, don't need a crater in the ground.
There ain't no love in a hand grenaaaaaade.
Whoever throws it, has the last sayyyyyyyy.

Might be time to bring things into view.
A new perspective, before too many pieces of you.

Ain’t no love in a hand grenaaaaaade.
Whoever throws it, has the last sayyyyyyyy.
Say, say, say, say, say, say, say, say.

Always more to the story, 2 different ways.
Don't gotta get gory, or here comes painnnnnnnnn.

Always more to the story, 2 different ways.
Don't gotta get gory, nothing to gainnnnnnnn.
Pain, no gain, pain, no gainnnnnnnn.

There ain't no love in a hand grenaaaaaade.
Especially when it’s got your initials engraved.

Might be time to bring things into view.
A new perspective, before too many pieces of you.

Slow it all down, don't need a crater in the ground.
Slow it all down, don't need a crater in the ground.
Down, down, down, down.
Boom, boom, boom, boom

Ain’t no love in a hand grenaaaaaade.
Whoever throws it, has the last sayyyyyyyy.
Say, say, say, say, say, say.

Ain’t no love in a hand grenaaaaaade.
Whoever throws it, has the last sayyyyyyyy.
Say, say, say, say, say, say.

Ain’t no love in a hand grenaaaaaade.

Click.
Click, whoosh.
Click, whoosh, clang.
Click, whoosh, clang, flash.
Click, whoosh, clang, flash, boom.
Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM.

// 15 : THROUGH

"Day 87: When the bombs don't drop and the hate doesn't bite. Who comes to save us? How do we make it? Through."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // THROUGH ]​

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If the bombs don’t drop
If the hate don’t bite
What serves as evil’s might?
Reptilian brains a myth?
Or so they say
Fear comes in waves
And in ohh so many ways

Let’s make a bet
While I feign a wager
Jump back in fright
Or with existential flavor
Fingers on the button
Feels like doomsday
Not a new feeling
Just one here to stay

Let’s be coming together instead of coming apart
There's so much to gain, so let's start

If the bombs don’t drop
If the hate don’t fight
What serves as evil’s might?
Self conflicted dealing
Hard to steer this enterprise
What will be revealed?
To prevent our certain demise

We’ve turbocharged our brains
Without arming our souls
History repeats?
Well, this reepeat's getting old
What's it going to take?
To reject what we've been sold

Let’s be coming together instead of coming apart
There's so much to gain, so let's just start

When the bombs don’t drop
When the hate don’t fight
What serves as evil’s might?
Who comes to save us?
What must be true?
When will this happen?
Where are you?
How do we make it?
[pause]
Through.
[pause]
Through.
Who? What? When? Where? How?
Through.

 

// 16 : TRUST

"Day 92: All we've got is trust. When that's lost, things go bust. Trust is earned, trust is gained."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // TRUST ]

 

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All we've got is trust
When that's lost things go bust
Trust is earned, trust is gained
Remember the day when it inflamed

Dieselsparking, slippery ways
Up in smoke, after all these days
Burn it down, leave no trace
Explosionnnn got ya quivering in place

Flash pyre, rude attire
Standing there, pants on fire

All we've got is trust
When that's lost things go bust
Trust is earned, trust is gained
Remember the day when it inflamed

Fool me once, I'll take the blame
Do it again and here comes the pain
Backed in a corner, misunderstood
Out here, chasing good

All we've got is trust
When that's lost things go bust
Trust is earned, trust is gained
Remember the day when it inflamed

Maybe it is really me
How to gauge, what's crazy?
Motivations seem so strong
Fooled myself, all along?
In destruction, we have met
What comes next, it's preset

All we've got is trust
When that's lost things go bust
Trust is earned, trust is gained
Remember the day when it inflamed

[Zydeco groove & EDM drop]

Spin it down, cool it off
Nothing like a nice cold cloth
Winning won't lead to a victory march
When opposing views have been starched

All we've got is trust
When that's lost things go bust
Trust is earned, trust is gained
Remember the day when it inflamed
All we've got is trust
All we've got is trust
All we've got is trust

Trust, trust, trust, trust

// 17 : DIS?ASSOCIATE → D&D

"Day 96: Floating, up, and away in a 5-against-4 polyrhythm. Learning lessons across lifetimes before re-associating and grounding down in place."

[ FULL LYRICS // DIS?ASSOCIATE (D&D MIX) ]​

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Have I seen you in my dreams,
or am I dreaming of what I've foreseen?
If you love me in the present
Do you love me in the past?
Will you love me in the future?
Before life moves on too fast
In all our possible timelines
Across all our possible paths
If you love me in the present
Does our love forever last?

Living can be hard
Then you're hardly livin'
Struggle will be real
Then you're always realin'
Pain will reveal
Then you're always revealin'

Don't knock it
Who?
Dis.
Dis who?
Dis-associate
Floating, up, and away
Hovering
Mind, body in sway
Floating, up, and away
Mind, body in sway
Floating, up, and away
Awaayyyyyyyyyyyyy
Lifetimes learning lessons
Something new every day

Someone left the earth today, it can't really be true
They were with us just this morning, and asked about you
Someone left the earth today, though are they really gone
Their presence still surrounds us and will continue to live on
Someone left the earth today, but did they really leave
Their spirit sings eternal, now that they've been set free

Dis-associate
Floating up and away
Hovering
Mind, body in sway
Floating up and away
Mind, body in sway
Floating up and away
Lifetimes learning lessons
Something new every day

What if living was easy
And we all got along
What if struggle took a break
And let us all get on
What if pain became contentment
And our lessons paid off

Lifetimes learning lessons
Something new every day
Lifetimes learning lessons
Something new every day

Reeeeeeeee-associate
Ground down and in place
Mind, body with space
Ground down and in place
Mind, body with space

 

 

=============================  ||| ACT II // THE LABYRINTH OF OTHERS |||  =============================

// 18 : BELOVE → MEDLEY OF ALL SONGS → EXTENDED

"Day 100: The grand culmination. Be Buddha, be love. A full orchestral, choral, and bass drop finale weaving every song, breath, question, and lesson from the entire journey into one universal anthem."

[ENTRY]

[ FULL LYRICS // BELOVE (EXTENDED MEDLEY FINALE) ]​

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Ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Be buddha be love
Be buddha be love

Be buddha be love
Be buddha be love
Be buddha be love
Be buddha be love
Buddha, buddha, buddha, buddha
Buddha, buddha, buddha, buddha
Buddha, buddha, buddha, buddha

Be buddha be love
Be buddha be love
Be buddha be love
BeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeLOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[Dark Neurofunk Drop & Choral Rise]

Be buddha be love
Be buddha be love
Be buddha be love
Buddha, buddha, buddha, buddha
Buddha, buddha, buddha, buddha
Buddha, buddha, buddha, buddha

[MEDLEY OF ALL SONGS // THE REPRISE]

(Breathe: "Every being on earth takes the same number of breaths...")
(Asking: "New dawn breaking, all I'm asking is the reason why...")
(Different: "A different kind of love that worked to break a curse...")
(Trust: "All we've got is trust, when that's lost things go bust...")
(Through: "How do we make it? Through. Through.")

Be buddha be love
Be buddha be love
Be buddha be love
BeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeLOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Have I seen you in my dreams, or am I dreaming with what I've foreseen?
We like to feel we're special, individualized
In reality we're a collective, similar inside
We don't need to make other enemies
We're our own worst

Be buddha be love.
 

// END SIGNAL (FOR NOW)

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